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This summer was amazing, and nothing less. I LOVE all the new friends I have made and the times that we've had...

Well, I've been at camp for the majority of the summer and I miss it more than anything in the entire world. I love ALL of my CIT's there, we got so close they probably know me better than my home friends do. I MISS YOU GUYS AND LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE.

Big Z. =]

Shout out to TWK. You know who you are. You're the only one who reads this thing, YouTube creep. You even said it yourself.

Damn it

It's early in the morning and my head hurts. Party Tent was kinda gay, ending up with having to clean fucking puke out of it. Seriously. Disgusting.

It was the first rule of Party Tenting, no throwing up unless you're far, far away. Damn it!

Theatre

Uuuggghhhh...so tech week has started, it's pretty gaaaay. Usually I love tech week because everyone's all squished together and there's no personal space and you run on the weird random thoughts that pop up into your head during the intermission scene and then giggle until you have to start again.

But this time, it doesnt feel right. Something's not here, an element of homeliness. I don't know.

I'm a porn star named Topanga

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People are weird

And annoying.

There; I said it.


More later, homos...

Strange Sex and FEEEELINGS

So I just hung out with Jessica and Amyyy...kinda weird. They're both so sexually charged...and I'm not...Like..I like it, but it's not like my every thought 24/7, ya know?

It was strange because we came back here and we were just chilling, talking about boys and sex and things and then we started like....I don't know? Not like making out but like...showing shit. They're mesmerised by my bodacious ta-ta's, but who can blame them? They're bigger than Jupiter, each one of them.

Hmm...anyways.

I've been feeling so awkward lately, socially. I always feel like I'm out of the loop, like people don't want me around. I feel like the person who's always like, "What about me???" And everyone just rolls their eyes and includes me because they feel bad. I don't know, I look most forward to tech week in theatre because everyone's forced to hang out with eachother and everyone becomes so close. I just hate the weird period after where everyone's trying to branch out from eachother and have an actual social life instead of being at the school all the freakin' time.

I'm so creepy...haha!

I hate spring. You want to know why? Spring is when everything's starting to look forward again, it's nice out, all you want to do is lay in the new grass and pick some fresh flowers or some hippie-ish shit like that and you're STUCK IN SCHOOOOOOOOOOL.

I don't think I could even begin to tell you how horrible school honestly is.

Ah. Quick post. I'm boredboredbored. And also empty-headed.

Sooo...high school sucks.

Yeah, I'm sick of high school drama.

Here's a fun story for you (names have been changed for my health's sake)(except for Cahill and Hardin....those are real people):

So one day, me, Cahill, and Hardin were all kinda gossiping about Jad and Sa. I was kinda just talking shit, I had recently been pissed off by the both of them so I was just letting off some steam. Well, to my utmost and complete surprise, Jan was there, listening. She hangs out with Jad and Sa, and Jad's girlfriend Jes. Well, Jan gets allllll offended like I had been talking about her and starts arguing back, like I've just tarnished the Jad and Sa legend, like they didn't do it to themselves through their actions, through the impression they made on Cahill and Hardin and myself.

So one night I'm just chilling on AIM, looking through YouTube like the geek I am and all of a sudden a threat from Jad comes up. He misuses a couple words, it's all bullshit, basically my reaction is..."Wow. I know exactly how this happened." So I talk to Jan about it, and I rebuff her memory on the What-Happens-In-Cahill's-Classroom-Stays-In-Cahill's-Classroom policy. She basically is just like.."Oooopsiieesssss teehee!" As if I'm not going to get my ass kicked. Next thing I know, another threat comes up, a paragraph written by Sa sprinkled with insults and tough-guy attitude. Scary...It made me sad, because I honestly do adore Sa. I just kinda have a big mouth. So I talk him down, he's a little less hard-headed then the aforementioned Jad, and also a lot nicer, more personable. What a weird situation.

And what a shitty ending.

Fiiiirst Post

Yeah, maybe I am cliched. I don't even care.

So, maybe I'll start by saying my name is Keely, if you haven't noticed already. I'm fifteen years old, a sophomore in high school. I live in Claremont, NH and it's gay. Really gay.

I have a MySpace, a Xanga, and Facebook, and all seem to be too public, I've gotten in trouble many-a-time for having gossip on it, for being mean to people, for saying things about myself people deem too inappropriate for their little eyes. Not a lot of people have these, therefore not a lot of people give a crap. Hallelujah to that.

Mmm...so I've been having a rough few days. I know it's summer been everything feels so surreal, like its not actually happening. I'm so sick of all this back-stabbing, the stupid boys in and out every fucking day. I'm sick of high school, someone please extract me from this hell.

Well, I'll write more later, sweet. Good day to you.